Ahhhhh life, that little thing that happens when you are looking right? Well, I've not been looking for quite sometime now. I have managed to achieve failed relationship after failed relationship and no not ALL were my fault but I just seem to attract worlds worst boyfriends ever! I've been cheated on time and time again, been treated like crap over and over again, and have had my heart shattered more often than I like to let on. What is the issue here? I am a GREAT and I repeat a GREAT girlfriend!! I'm caring, considerate of others, sweet, loyal, honest, and I love having sex...sorry if that is tmi but hey it's my blog right? lol I just don't understand! When i don't have a bad boyfriend I don't even get asked out hardly ever, it truly makes me feel like I am defective on some level or something. Too fat? Possibly. Not Pretty? Also possible but i don't like to look at myself negatively but it happens ALOT. I'm always doing something to try to make myself more attractive to the opposite sex but NOTHING seems to work!! I just don't understand...I'm not a doormat but I'm not a bitch either, I'm not jealous and so on and on and on....Help!
Life is Divine Chaos
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Wish I knew what to tell ya. I could never figure the game out either, I just got lucky. I only got asked out three times in my whole life, and the guys I had crushes on usually were not crushing back!
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